To feel so so sad

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So am I unreasonable to feel so sad in this situation? I was left by my husband, he got with someone within 4 weeks of leaving me ( I didn't know for months) anyway it's a long story and it's been around a year now and he's Happy with her and I'm here with 5 of his kids and pregnant with his 6th. I feel so depressed and lonely. I feel like I'll never be happy again and I miss all the love and affection and I'll never get it again. I do feel
Quite lonely at the moment and had feelings of not wanting to be here anymore, they so pass but I'm really struggling. And it makes it worse being constantly reminded by him that I 'shouldn't have had all these kids' like he not the father ??? Im worried about how I will feel after the baby is born ect. 😢

He doesn't deserve a moment of your thoughts. What a POS he is.

None of this is your fault. And he says you shouldn't have had all his kids but it takes two, condoms exist, AND you say he wanted lots of boys to carry on his name. That suggests to me that he's talking several shades of bullshit because he has mentioned having lots. Or maybe he's a really misogynistic wanker and only wanted lots of boys, not girls.

I hope his current partner sees what he's really like sooner rather than another six kids later, when she's left in your current position.

You've got this. Don't let him have any choice over her name, either. You're going through this, so it's all your choices from now. Screw him.

I’d ask him which kids of yours he doesn’t want to exist? If he wishes you didn’t hand them all?