I'm looking for any advice/suggestions. I've had a really shit couple of years. I had an undiagnosed condition with numerous hospital visits since 2015. Diagnosed in 2017, recovered by Spring 2018 but then in a car accident. The accident left me with long lasting but minor injuries and fibromyalgia. Work have been actively discriminating against me. They've made my life hell and it's only because of my union that I'm able to return but on reduced hours because of the ongoing illness. I also had a miscarriage back in May.
I feel absolutely worthless. I have no confidence. I used to be someone who was good at things but I just feel all round useless. I started an MA last year but had to defer because of health issues. It's having a massive toll on our relationship and I just don't know how to get out of this feeling of self-loathing. I used to be someone who was active in my community and socially but I feel I have nothing left to offer.
My DP broke down and said that things have got too hard. When I suggested splitting up he said that I'd said it because I didn't care enough about him. I just feel like I'm a burden and have no right to trap him.
Has anyone else been in this situation? How can I make it better? I feel so lost?