TL;DR I have severe pain ( worse than breaking limbs/childbirth/dental surgery with no pain relief), no one knows why and painkillers no longer work. Would I be unreasonable to go to a&e in desperation?
Long background: I was diagnosed four years ago as having an undifferentiated connective tissue disorder. I’ve had pain for years that no one could explain so getting this Dx was a big deal. I was treated by one department (ophthalmology) with biologic medicine for inflammation which had a knock on effect with the CTD and I didn’t suffer for a few years.
It started to come back with a vengeance. First around my elbow then my wrists and ankles. Previously it was only ever flaring at one location at a time. Now they’re all hurting
My usual rheumatologist has been off sick for two years so the past few times I’ve been I’ve been seen by another who says I don’t have a CTD I’m just an inflamey person (!)
This is clearly very helpful. I currently have a big problem with the tendons in my wrists, hands and forearms, they’re very swollen and extremely painful. It’s usually seen in milder cases in professional weightlifters and rowers but I can’t even lift a cup of tea or turn a door handle let alone repetitive sports. My rheum sent me for a scan which the consultant doing it diagnosed this was mechanical response to inflammation but they didn’t know why I had inflammation so my Rheum has decided it’s a mechanical problem, just as he did with my elbow and referred me onto orthopaedics. It takes so long to get the ortho appointments that the joint I’m referred for usually has settled and another started up. They have said the inflammation needs dealt with and then there will be no mechanical issue. Rheumatology say the inflammation is as a result of the mechanical problem. Neither are willing to help treat me. My GP always says nothing they can do and to speak to the rheumatologist.
I know it’s inflammation that’s the problem because I get it in my eyes and bowels too and they don’t have skeletal mechanics involved. I’ve had bloods show something autoimmune is wrong but they didn’t clarify what exactly it was. all I know is it’s not rheumatoid arthritis as those bloods are negative.
Painkillers aren’t working anymore ( I can’t take nsaids) - codeine/dihydrocodeine (strong dose) isn’t touching the pain right now. I cannot use my hands at all for any kind of weight bearing/lifting. I couldn’t even take my own trousers down. It’s got so much worse this past week.
I’m getting scared that everyone is ignoring it or thinking it’s not important but I can’t look after my kids properly. I don’t suffer health anxiety but I’m getting a bit panicky now. I’m floored with pain and fatigue or because of mediocre pain medication. This morning I woke up in so much pain I couldn’t move or get up, I cannot help with my toddler and I cannot drive with the pain/meds. I’ve never felt pain like that before, breaking bones and childbirth was nothing.
I don’t know where to go anymore. I cannot live like this. I don’t want to live like this. Would I be unreasonable to present at A&E with this pain asking for help given no one else is willing to help?
If IABU about a&e please someone suggest what I can do? I cannot wait until October to see someone. CBD oil on order in case that works. I’d eat the content of my child’s nappy if someone said that would cure me.