For absolutely obvious reasons I cannot give detailed examples.
I am a volunteer helper with a uniformed organisation.
Recently I have been bullied and I have safeguarding concerns regarding someone slightly higher in the organisation than me.
I have a meeting next week regarding this. I am feeling a huge amount of pressure because “if you complain they might leave, and if they leave then (a whole pile of children) won’t be able to go to (uniformed organisation) because (local meeting in a big city on a specific night) won’t be able to carry on”.
The leader in question has behaved horribly. To me more than the children. But horribly to me. I have just read the organisation’s whistle blowing policy and this fits in with it.
I have a meeting next week (without the person involved) where I was going to tell people higher up in the organisation what was going on.
However i’m Under some pressure because “if I formally complain about xxx she might stop doing (uniformed organisation) and then (over 20) members wouldn’t be able to go to (uniformed organisation)”.
I absolutely want to tell the higher authority how other leader has been because I need to call her out on this. I have been bullied and have suffered tangible financial loss because of this issue.
I absolutely feel a genuine moral compulsion to whistle blow on this. It is a very bad situation where the uniformed organisation is being very very badly represented. However, more than 20 girls may no longer have access to this uniformed organisation if this leader leaves rather than “addresses the issues”.
I genuinely believe I should report this behaviour but “what if they refuse to volunteer- think of the (members).. we all surely just want the best for (the members).
Absolutely cannot give more info but I have safeguarding concerns regarding ratios and a load of unreasonable shouting when in loco parentis