This afternoon, I had a private dental appointment, they were good but it's bloody costly. I need to pay £700 for a couple of fillings, then later more money for a ceramic cover thing and perhaps a root canal. All £££ it is really stressful and I'm wondering if I'm foolish for trying to hold onto the tooth that has a particularly big cavity, maybe it's fucked now anyway and nothing will save it. Maybe I'm being stupid spending money but I don't want to lose it if at all possible 
I'm scared, I hate dental treatments and a bit upset as I feel let down by NHS dentistry. At the same time I appreciate that at least I was able to find an NHS dentist to register with as I've read that certain parts of the country have none available for miles, so for example I had an emergency filling in the past and I'm thankful for that. But overall the care has been so hit or miss.
What do people do if they can't scrape money together for private? It's insane that it's so hard to get good dental care? I mean, I don't notice people with missing teeth so perhaps I just have shit luck with my crap teeth?