Feel like I'm here there and everywhere. I'm tired of wondering what mood he will be in in the next five minutes. Tired of wondering if what I say or what I do will effect him, it usually does. I feel like bursting into tears. He's suffered for a long time but I'm really feeling it lately and I think my mental health is affected too and I'm just not sure what to do.
Been together 8 years.
I'm lying in bed at ten to eight on a Saturday night because I just don't want to be around him.
He's told me months ago he is getting help but refuses to tell me what that help is.
There's aspects of the relationship that's really suffering, well certain aspects are now nonexistent....
I'm finding this hard and I'm worn out