Because I do, and it's a strange feeling.
I have young children - primary age to baby- and a busy job, though I work part time. I've a lovely husband, friends, nice house,all in all I'm very happy with my life. There's always lots to look forward to and enjoy.
It all just goes so fast though - my youngest is almost out of the baby stage. She's been a dream baby and I've thoroughly enjoyed her, but I look back and it's as though I can't remember so much of it already. All the things I was looking forward to when pregnant - they happened, they were wonderful, but zoom, they're gone, and I feel like I only barely touched the surface. It's like that with a lot of things,big and small.
I'm probably not explaining very well - it's not depression, or being too busy, as I feel that I do have a good balance in life. It's just....this inability to get any deeper.
Does this make sense to anyone else?