I'm doing an MSc distance learning because of mental health problems etc. I have done well in all assessments getting high distinctions. However, I have been unable to sit exams (two) because of my anxiety and ibs. I have had extenuating g circumstances for these accepted for these exams and have resits in one month.
I started revision three weeks ago. But for the last few days I have felt awful. Extremely tearful and agitated on edge with intrusive thoughts that I will fail.
I have done well in the two modules that require these exams and would need 50% and 60% in each respectively to get a distinction. I know I can do it, I'm just finding it so hard to stay on track.
When I was an undergrad I had a bunch of friends to revise with who took the pressure off - we were in the library all hours and I did well at undergrad, and also enjoyed myself!
I have no where to revise properly now. I go to the local library but this closes early and I do my best revision in the evening. I used to stay in the uni 24 hr library all night.
I also feel incredibly lonely. I feel like all I do is revise (which is understandable). But I don't have an opportunity to chat about the course contents with anyone
It seems such a wasted opportunity to not do these exams, but I can't imagine feeling like this for another 4 weeks. Has anyone got any tips on how to survive this?
I guess my AIBU is this:
these exams were meant to be sat in Dec and Feb respectively. Now, they will be on the same day. This means double the amount of preparation and twice the pressure in a short amount of time. AIBU to object to the examinations in the same week, on the grounds of fairness (as compared to the rest of the cohort who had spaced revision), and also that the amount in one week is so overwhelming (there's a reason they split it up!).
I know technically it's my "fault" for having ECs and not being able to sit the exams first time around, but I am now panicking at the prospect of the double whammy!