Have a bad case of last day of the holidays blues here and need to snap out of it or I can see me wasting the day.
As a teacher I know I'm lucky to have had the two weeks off but why do I always feel I waste them and now it's too late?
I have work to do for tomorrow (have worked a fair bit especially this last week but not prepped for tomorrow yet) which will result in kids on screens which will make me feel guilty.
Or I could decide to do that laterv which will make me feel stressy later which will make me feel guilty, and I will have a nagging sense of, yes , guilt all day about the work that I should be doing. Tonight it won't all get done which won't be a disaster but will make me feel guilty and stressed tomorrow. I'm also trying to save money after an expensive two weeks so don't want a big outing.
We could use the garden but it's a fucking jungle that makes me feel anxious whenever I look at it. The trampoline is broken as is the lawnmower. I've ordered a mower but it won't come till next weekend. Such s waste as mix of house and garden would be great.
Kids have been at their dad's the last few days which means screen city so I don't want today to be the same....
Yes, I know I could be getting on now but feeling a bit lost though a bit better having written it all down.
What are others doing- inspire me!