I find during periods of high stress, where I have a lot to think about, I feel very detached. It’s like I’m not really there. It’s a very odd feeling.
Like today I was driving the car into town and I felt like I was watching someone else drive the car. And it didn’t feel safe to be honest I didn’t feel in control. More like autopilot.
It’s hard to explain. I have come home for a rest with a coffee like I don’t have 10,000 things to do.