So a many members on here might know my previous posts on my husband Leaving me after 15 years and then getting another woman pregnant straight away and then wanting to return us his 'family'
Anyway recently I've been feeling very angry, even though I 'over' him now after other recent events and my main focus now is my children and re building my life and I don't feel the 'love' anymore I once had for him so it's not that I still have past feelings as they do seem to be fading now after all things that have happened BUT recently started to get angry not sad but angry that he's having a baby with her, and that he will have another son soon. Our son together was special because he's our only son and our others are girls and I feel he's ruined that by having another son. I feel like my son will now get pushed to the back and hers will be the priority. I feel angry that him and her didn't even consider my other children and was having a baby within 2 months of knowing each other
Maybe I'm being daft or selfish. To know he's been to scans with her, buying baby stuff with her when that's something me and him did over 15 years it makes me angry that I put in all those years into our marriage and she comes along within 2 months and gives him a son when it's something we longed for for years.
I don't even know if it's wrong for me to feel this way