Referral to the NMC

[likeawedding]

I am pretty sure I’m fucked, am I?

It sounds like there's more to this than just failing a drugs test.

Were you under the influence at work?
Were there ongoing concerns over your performance or presentation that caused someone to drug test you?
Was the drugs test carries out in relation to another offence, such as driving or public order?
Are the drugs in question drugs which you obtqin d through your professional role?

In all those situations, the context is a far more serious concern than the fact of failing a drugs test.