I know I am but I am so very bored with life. I'm bored of cooking and cleaning and worrying. I'm bored of everything and can't find anything to bring back the spark. I used to be an obsessive person in such a way that I often had new interests, history, dogs, cars, holidays etc and I'd fill my mind and research them but now everything seems so boring and pointless, I can't even get excited about a holiday as they are all much the same.
I know these are first world problems I know that I sound like an ungrateful twat but seeing an old couple in tescos today talking about meal planning made me want to scream. I don't want this for my life.