NC.
I have been on ESA for around 2 years. I have very bad anxiety and depression.
I fought very hard to get my award. I had to go to tribunal with medical evidence and the judge awarded it me straight away.
I am in the higher group.
I don't socialise. Have friends. Go many places...
I've been very lonely and isolated
I am adopting an animal and have made several trips to see them with a family member.
I like a certain species of animal and the sanctuary doesn't seem to know how to look after them the best way.
I would like to go once a week and clean out cages, make toys for them etc...
But I'm terrified if I ring DWP and ask about this they will tell me if I can do 4 hours there then I can work.
I'm not even sure I will be able to do it right now. Its just a thought.
But I don't know. If I did do it WIBU to not mention it to DWP for fear they will sanction me or something.
It seems unfair I can't try and do something that might help my mental health? I'm just very scared of getting I trouble and them taking my money/award away :(