I used to have quite crippling anxiety but had some therapy, worked really hard and all but got over it. (Obviously some things still throw me a bit and itās a constant work in progress)
However this morning I woke up with a terrible sharp pain in my chest.
Iām pretty sure is a pulled muscle.
The problem is my anxiety has kicked in and I think I might be about to have a heart attack. I keep checking my pulse and have noticed I feel tired but honestly I really am probably just tired rather than it being heart attack symptoms.
When my anxiety flairs like this itās pretty useless for me to get over until until tomorrow once I have proven to myself I havenāt died overnight. š
Iām not sure what Iām wanting really other than a bit of a handhold and maybe a good kick up the arse!
Iām not at the age for the typical heart attack person and Iāve survived since waking up this morning, but there is that little anxious niggle that plays in the background!