I just feel bored.
I've been dating dp for 2 and a half years. We've had our ups and downs, but things are looking up from near a break up about 6 months ago.
He lives in Bristol, I live in London so we only see each other on weekends/every other weekend. I've only just graduated so I hopefully have quite a few years before I need to settle down. My new job means I'm meeting lots of new people, and living in London I have lots of young people around me.
The problem is, as soon as I have a drink I get really bad wandering eyes. It gets to downloading tinder but I never reply to anyone, just see who's interest in me. I've even got to points of getting messages from other men on social media as I've followed them or what not. Whilst I don't reply, I feel bad for not. The grass always seems greener on the other side.
My dp is attractive, very smart, has a great job, great family and is generally very thoughtful. He'll take me out for dinner, send flowers, take me on a weekend away every few months etc. Even though he is pretty amazing, I still feel like I want something else.
When we talk about our future, I always get a feeling that I can't see myself living with him. Like I'm sure I could, and be happy. Just, I somehow feel that I won't.
Is this normal? Or is my brain trying to tell me something?