I have 2 young children aged 4 & 2. We have never been vaccinated. I myself didnt have any as a child as my mother was dead set that vaccinations were a goverment population control & were poisen that would cause health problems later in life. The fear she put in me about vaccinations through childhood is still with me today and although i have decided to get my children and myself vaccinated i cant shake off the feeling of dread in my stomach. Im going against everything i was wrongly taught and i know the information she told us was wrong but its still scared me. Ive been no contact with her for 2 years and i am slowly realising that she has some mental health issues that need resolving ( much more than just about the vaccinations )
But i still feel like the decision to vaccinate us all is the wrong one even though logically i know its the safest for us all.
How do i go about getting us all vaccinated? I dont know how to even start the process and if allowed id want us all to have it st the same time. And how do i calm down the panicked voice in my head telling me its a bad decision? Its really hard to realise the information youve been told for 25 years is wrong.
I dont particually feel like i need the vaccinstions but feel like i cant give them to my babies if im not going to give them to myself.
Has anybody got any expierence in this?