I was addicted to drugs for close to two years. Off them completely now and have been for a year. Have a four month old son and stopped drugs six days before conception but definitely would've been back on them if I hadn't got pregnant (unplanned).
I used to do a lot of drugs with my three best friends, one of which I've been best friends with since I was four. I went out socialising on Saturday and in the toilets one of my friends offered me cocaine, it was horrible. I said no but she kept insisting - I stood my ground and didn't have any. It threw me off and really triggered me, I went home straight away.
We spoke after and 2/3 of them believe me to be overreacting when they know how much I've struggled with it. We usually speak every day but we haven't because I want to distance myself, she's noticed this and again has said I've overreacted and that I am "boring" now that I have a baby. I've told her we can't be friends any more but now I feel bad. AIBU?