Oh my... someone please talk some sense into me, I'm an absolute wreck right now :(. Basically long story short, me and DP broke up about 4 years ago because he had cheated, it was an emotional affair as he says but the woman's messages states clearly that they had sex. He says they haven't and that he wanted to but she is also a Jehovah's Witness so she couldn't as that would be going against her religion. We got back together end of 2017 and talked through this all and he has always seemed genuinely sorry about this and I could see how much it had hurt him that he has done this. I do understand that he was young and stupid then and that he has matured and grown into a man now. I know he has no interest in anyone else but me and he loves me dearly and I know he would never do anything like that again. Today I was on his laptop, on his outlook which has an excel feature where we keep our e-budget which I need to have a look at. I must have accidentally clicked on the pictures feature on outlook while searching for excel and I have found all the nudes from This girl and others from before, during and after we were together the last time. I also disgustingly saw a picture of his POV sat on her ass(she was only wearing a thong), this was a few months after we split up. I am heartbroken, devastated. Why did I even bother wanting to do the budget 😞😞 I confronted him about it and he said he genuinely had no idea they were there. I then realised that this was a list of all the images sent to and from his email address so he wouldn't have known. Obviously nothing since we got back together, not even long before. AIBU to be devastated or am I just being over sensitive for no reason considering this was a long time ago? I'm feeling so resentful towards him, I can't even look at him. I'm in bed with the door closed and he's in the living room, I have asked him to sleep on the sofa. What do I do?