I love someone who struggles with his mental health, he’s honest about experiencing suicidal ideation periodically. He’s fully prepared to take his own life previously, bought the relevant items etc. When he’s well, he’s magnificent but he can deteriorate quickly and I feel like, should he decide to take his own life, I wouldn’t be able to prevent this.
How do I live with this? If he doesn’t answer my call or my text isn’t read for a while, I worry that he might have taken his life.
It’s destroying me. Any advice would be appreciated.