I know it’s extrememley negative and usually I’m a fairly positive person, I just feel like I’m just keeping my head above water in all aspects of life. Just when you think you’ve got your ducks in a row, something comes along and knocks them out of the park.... I count my lucky stars that I have an amazing support system but even they have thier downfalls. I always act strong, no one knows when I’m feeling down because I don’t let them see me. Sometimes it just becomes to much. I just wanna be left alone but with a big family it’s impossible to even hear your self think and then there’s times when you don’t wanna be alone with your thoughts. Today is one of them days, something has been set in motion and I know it’s gonna end in tatters because To many stubborn people in this family. I’m usually the one to pick up the pieces.
Please tell me I’m not the only one that thinks this?