I'm 25, I have two children under 6. I live in a rural village though I do drive. I'm a SAHM and my partner works long hours. I'm overweight and unhealthy. I desperately want to change this but can't find the motivation or drive. I have no hobbies or interests bar my children. Zero. I spend too much time on my phone looking at pointless shit. My house is a mess. I suck at keeping friendships going. I just feel lost. (I do suffer with depression and I'm on medication etc) But that aside, I just feel like I'm floating through life with no goal, dream or real purpose other than keeping my children alive, happy and healthy.
Anyone else feel like this? What did you do about it?
Thanks