January has been horrible
Peri menopause loooonng period then huge anxiety, then flu and a chest infection. Work is bonkers, the nights are dark, DP having a really tough time at work so fed up every night, tired of being tired, can't seem to find the time to think let alone do anything productive or joyful.
I feel like I want to run away to a cabin in the woods on my own to just sleep and breathe for a week. Got some nice things lined up with friends but that feels like so much effort- I just want to be on my own!