I work in the office of a primary school. At pretty much exactly the time I left for maternity leave in October 2017, the school converted to an Academy which mean totally new systems and procedures. I went back to work after 7 months maternity leave in July 2018. So my colleagues, and the temporary replacement for me during my leave ( but who is now a permanent member of staff) had 7 or 8 months to get used to these new systems and procedures. Obviously during this time my duties were divided up among the rest of the staff and one colleague had a role created for her to bring her up to my grade and pay scale as she was covering my role.
I went back to work in July and was told that my duties would remain with those who covered me as I would be getting a lot of different work from a different area. As I was still getting back into the swing of things, this seemed fine as it gave me time to get used to being back.
However, it's been a few months now and it is clear there is not enough work for all of us. All of my duties have been retained by the other staff and the work I was promised has not been forth coming.
I understand this does sound a bit strange but I hate not being busy. I honestly think is causing me to have anxiety as I no longer feel like I have a purpose or a role. I'm having to make it look as though I'm busy, which stresses me out.
I feel really fed up with it, so I suppose my AIBU is, AIBU to feel this way. Is this a bit unfair on the employers part? Or is this to be expected as I chose to have time off and they obviously have a business/school to run so arrangements had to be made?