NC because I'm prepared to be called shallow and selfish but here we are.
I'm in my early 20s. I recently lost quite a lot of weight, but due to being so large in the past I have a lot of excess skin. I've had issues with my body image for a very long time and when I look in the mirror its as if I see my body expanding into my old fat self. At 17 years old I was 18 and a 1/2 stone. I'm now 10st. My skin is covered in stretch marks (severe) so with the excess skin and sagging stomach it looks wrinkly and I look 90. My breasts were a 40DD. They're now not even accurately measurable because of the sagging and the loss. I feel disgusting and after a lot of thinking I would like to fix it. I can barely leave the house. My body makes me feel sick. But I don't know where to start...
Aibu wanting cosmetic surgery? Where do I even begin... I'm just a mess and can't handle being in this body.. It makes me sick