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Is my life ever going to be my life now

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queeniebees · 10/01/2019 09:18

I have 2 children - 6 months and 3 and DP and I have decided to split.

Does anyone have any stories of this? Am I always going to be busy being a single mum now? Am I going to be overwhelmed not having someone to share the daily load with? Am I ever going to have time to myself to recharge - to date?

Any reassurance would be great - I'm speaking as an over emotional and tired mum right now so could just be exaggerating but I'm worried Sad

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Riversguidebook · 10/01/2019 10:34

A lot of optimistic vibes, so I’ll provide a negative 🤭 I’m usually the other way round!

I was a lone parent with a newborn and 2 year old up until they were age 9. Walked out on 7 years of DV when youngest was 4 weeks old.

I had family nearby to begin with so had plenty of time to myself for going out, attending appointments, etc

But then the family fractured and I was completely on my own, as in nobody at all to help.

So they’d just do everything with me and I mean everything.
I’d take both my kids to the wax salon or hairdresser with me, get huffy trying to get a double pushchair on the bus (I didn’t drive then), sit about of an evening when they were in bed thinking I was lonely and feeling guilty I couldn’t provide a ‘normal’ family for them to grow up in,...

But yet there are so many things to enjoy on your own with tiny kids. All those days of taking them to the parks, swimming, local events, coffee shop breaks, ...

The financial side won’t cripple you.
I don’t know how this myth of single mums arose. Your husband will probably financially provide for you, unlike some of us. He may keep paying your rent or mortgage so you don’t have to move into a small flat, he may pay you hundreds of pounds a month in child support, you may receive cash benefits from your divorce.

I didn’t have any of that, but the government gave me nearly £1400 a month in Child Tax Credit,
Child Benefit,
Working Tax Credit (I worked part time when they started school),
Housing Benefit paid 85% of my rent,
Council Tax paid 100%,
Vouchers for milk/fruit/veg,
and although my house was a bit rubbish (homes let to single parents on benefits really are cruddy they don’t need to impress potential tenants with basic things like plug sockets that fit properly, boilers that work properly, peeling paint and damp patches, ....)

Apart from that, financially even if you get nothing from the kids father, you’ll get by if you budget well.
If you continue to work full time whilst they’re babies, all the nursery fees will take your salary. But you have to suck it up until they start school and your childcare needs change. Well, daily needs, there’s always 13 weeks of school holidays to cover.

If you find a local Ofsted childminder who can babysit evenings for you, you’ll get time to yourself that way.
Many council run leisure centres have a crèche attached so you can attend health and fitness classes.

Contact and access I can’t comment on as my children’s father has always been absent. I think I might be lucky I haven’t had to go through that sort of stress.

Mostly though, you’ll come out of it having realised that you can cope with anything having been lone parent.
If you later go on to marry again, and find yourself widowed one day, you already know you can cope with the situation having been a lone parent. It really does set you up for anything, it’s not a buzzword thing, you learn total self reliance.

It’s the fathers who have to go off and rent a bedsit or move back in with their parents age 38 whilst spending all their wages on child support and ex-wife maintenance that get the bad deal, not the mum with kids.

ILoveAllRainbows · 10/01/2019 10:38

How old are you?

I know it is easy for me to say, but if you are still in your 20s or early 30s then I think that you should try and give it another try especially as there is no one thing that has caused the split.

If you both just make yourselves unhappy then that is something you can work at. You must have been happy at sometime in the past and so you can be happy again.

All couples with young children make each other unhappy because it is very stressful starting a family. In the past, getting divorsed and being a single mother wasn't socially acceptable and wasn't finacially possible, so people just stayed together.

I am not saying that you should stay together just for the sake of the children, but now that you have decided to separate, you should see it as wiping the slate clean and really trying to work at your relationship as if you were dating for the first time.

ILoveAllRainbows · 10/01/2019 10:42

Also, Riversguidebook experience was several years ago before the cut to benefits. You will not necessarily be able to live comfortably on benefits.

You both really need to try and start again for all your sakes.

O4FS · 10/01/2019 10:43

Good point about tax credits.

Ring the HMRC today and get the forms.

Check entitledto.com

It might help you to feel better if you make practice progress.

geekone · 10/01/2019 10:59

I am really surprised about the advice to try again. You don’t need to try again and I suppose if you split and you both are more miserable without each other then you can reevaluate but if you don’t want to be in a relationship then don’t life is too short.

As for the kids when you split he had rights and for your kids sake should have them overnight. Wherever it is won’t be your choice or decision and you will need to just had them over and let him deal with the logistics. It’s much better for them to have a good relationship with both of you individually.

Good luck op

ILoveAllRainbows · 10/01/2019 11:24

I am really surprised about the advice to try again.

Because what they are going through is perfectly normal.

They need to try everything to save their relationship. Hopefully this ithe wake up call they need.

GabsAlot · 10/01/2019 13:37

he wil have to have the kids at some point though even if its a few hours at a time u cant just say youre not having them at his parents

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