Its 12.15am 4th of January 2019. I have just begun the 1st moments of my 4th day smoke free. So far so good. Boiled sweets and will power. I do have an ecig with a sweet/ non nicotine oil in it but thats not been used the whole of the 3rd day.
Got a nasty rotten taste in my mouth from the junk I'm coughing up. Apparently thats normal. Gym tomorrow followed by swimming with my 11 year old son. He hates smoking. I guess thats y I'm trying again. 30 years of smoking has to stop sometime.
I do have a little trick thats helped. Its this.
I HAVEN'T GIVEN UP SMOKING. IT JUST SO HAPPENS THAT FOR THIS MINUTE AND HOPEFULLY THE NEXT ONE I HAVEN'T LIT A CIGARETTE. I CANNOT PROMISE BEYOND THAT BUT I HAVE HOPE.
It got me through the 1st few days and a brief (4 beers) trip to the pub for my 46th birthday.