I have an exceptional life story. To many people it is very, very shocking - almost to the point of being unbelievable - except that it isn't, as I hear of others with similar lives in the news. As I go through therapy & (painfully slowly) the court system, different things occur to me & I sometimes write about them online to get others opinions. The stuff that I do post (most often not on here) is heavily edited to make it palatable & I'm always cautious to be sensitive but sometimes my threads get removed & I'm treated as a troll because the moderators believe what I say can't possibly be true. It's really shite. It happened again today & I didn't even post anything that bad. Nothing heavy was said or alluded to in my post, just some plain facts about a timeline & yet again my thead has been pulled. It's so frustrating because I've fought long and hard all my life to get justice & now I'm nearly at that point but I'm forced into silence because online, there's often nowhere I'm believed. I'm left to infer that people interpret my posts as goady, fantastical shit stirring. It's horrible
I'm not surprised some people don't come forward to get help with their lives when there is still an attitude of 'this can't be true'. It's like you're guilty until you prove yourself innocent.
You're in an unfortunate position if you've had bad times through no fault of your own, you're punished twice. Once by the event itself and second by society wanting to silence you. I've waded through burning fires to get to where I am today - on the edge of justice. But I must continue to keep my mouth shut online because people don't believe me & think I'm a goady troll. It's shite.