I wish it was January and all this shite was over with. I have a 9yo and visiting family tomorrow so need to put a brave face on regardless.
"D"P has form for being a shit at Christmas but so far had been fine. He has turned on me tonight, shouted at me to get out of his bed and out of his house, silent treatment, swearing etc. I'm in my room in tears and he has fucked off to the pub with his brother and dad because apparently he can be civil to everyone else but me.
It's the same every year, I've messaged him and been really nasty which I now regret but I hate him for being like this with me when I've tried hard to be sensitive and not "force" Christmas on him whilst still trying to make sure we have a nice time.
Fuck this.