I have been very, very, patient. I am waiting for a charging decision from the CPS to prosecute my father for childhood abuse. It is 1.5yrs since I gave my evidence. It's been a looong gruelling painful wait. The police have turned every grain of sand. My father has had a long happy & free life. I just want it all out in the open. I want him to face the consequences of what he did. To see the horrendous impact on me. I want all his friends to know the sort of person he really is. I want justice. I've waited 40+ years for this. I'm tired of waiting, it's driving me nuts. I lost everything.