So ive always wanted to work in healthcare and i have just been offered a job as a care support worker on a surgical assessment unit I could not be happier. Until it has come to pre employment checks... so my DBS and references have gone through, but occupational health have just emailed to say some stuffs flagged up and can i ring them tomorrow. I disclosed that i have MH problems, but not the extent (have had inpatient admissions) pretty stable at the moment. i didn't want to lie and say i don't put i did play it down a bit, and to be fair it wouldn't effect my fitness to practice as i have quite a few months of stability. But i am so sick with worry that i am going to phone tomorrow and they will say no you have not got a job. I am almost defiantly over reacting and just need people to slap me in the face and say man up (figuratively off course!) Its taken me along time to get to this point and to think theres even a small chance it will be ripped out from under me.
So AIBU to be sick with worry