I need to do something. And I need to kick up to ass to do it.
Have always had weight issues.. From being Overweight to starving to lose weight or taking laxative if I eat to get rid of to food quick. This made me I'll and too skinny. I got out of this habit alone and no one knew
Thankfully that was a few yrs ago. And I wouldn't now as I'm happy with my life (that was my way of Being in control when my life was shit) .
I'm now happy, met a fab man. We have a baby and wedding date set.
Now I'm about 2st overweight to what I'd like to be. I hate it. But I honestly can't get the motivation to go it alone.
It don't help when dp is 'I love you how you are, or whatever size you are'
Since giving up work, due to no childcare. I eat through boredom. I do take baby out most days. And try not to use the car at all. Walk lots of hills etc. But I eat crap.
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I want to join a group to help me kick start. Wondering whats best?
For example today I had weetabix and banana for breakfast.. Got bored and eaten 4..yes 4 pick up bars. A bag of crisp. 2 of DS sweets.. And a bloody cookie., ( I don't need telling how bad this is, I know)
I then didn't want lunch.
Dinner / tea is Bolognese.
Dp brought mince pies and no doubt he'll serve them up and I won't resist.
A group I know will help as the thought of getting in scales and them saying I've gained would mortify me z and pointless paying for groups to cheat iyswim