Background: had a very full-on couple of years: two children - last one with serious health problems and a disability, PND, redundancy...it's been hard. So-called closest friend decided not to have anything more to do with me as I didn't contact her enough and wasn't a good enough friend (baby was in NICU at this point and I was barely functioning).
Things are a lot better and have meet some lovely mums through a toddler group but my confidence is at an all time low. I worry about coming across aa clingy but then worry they will think I'm cold and uninterested.
Anyone else get this? I just can't seem to be in the moment and relax.