Please be kind. My head is all over at the moment.
I started a new job last year working part time under the project manager, as the dogsbody really. I was told during the interview that it was an admin role and that there would be scope for progression and I would soon have projects of my own. A year later and I'm doing less than when I started and I'm constantly asking for work. It's making me quite miserable.
They hired someone new a few weeks ago and she has been delegated a project by the CEO that I could have done. She has been hired for something completely unrelated. I am worried that because the CEO thinks my manager is giving me work that he thinks I’m unable to take on the extra workload and so I’m being overlooked.
It vaguely came up in conversation with my manager about how I'm not utilised and she agreed and said that it was up to me to prove to the CEO that he can't do without me and deserve more responsibility. My problem is, I can’t prove to him that I deserve more responsibility because I don’t have any work to do that can prove it. I very much doubt he wants to know how many pieces of paper I can laminate in an hour.
Over the weekend my manager has had an epiphany and wants me to become the marketing and advertising lead for our company and sister companies. Here’s my other problem. I have ZERO experience in marketing, I don’t have the faintest idea of advertising and wouldn’t even know where to start with any of it. How the hell am I meant to organise anything with no direction, experience or qualification in the area. I have NO desire to branch out in this area and have never hinted that I would like to; I have a degree in psychology for goodness sake. I feel like I’m being set up to fail. At the same time I also don’t want to be that person who asks for more responsibility and when she’s given it say that I don’t want to do that particular project.
I plan on organising a meeting with my manager and CEO separately to discuss this. I’ll tell my manager about my concerns and depending on how that conversation goes, I’ll speak to the CEO regarding projects he is in control of. I know that there are other departments within the company that are drowning at the moment and could really do with the extra help but I’m unable to offer help without authorisation from my manager and she will not allow this unless it comes from the CEO.
I suppose I’m looking for some help/guidance. Is it unreasonable to not want to work on something I have no desire or experience in? Is it unreasonable to go to the CEO with my concerns? Should I just suck it up and get on with it?
I’ve never had to meet with senior leadership before so I have no idea what to expect or how to approach him with my issues. Someone please tell me what to say lighthearted