To really need some support for Monday

[cricketmum84]

I know that in the grand scheme of things people are out there going through so so much shitter times than me!

I've had anxiety, panic attacks and depression for about 18 months. I'm at my worst when I'm at work as I'm just in a constant state of heightened anxiety.

I've basically copped out of going in for the last week blaming childcare issues. I'm pretty sure that if I don't go in tomorrow i will lose my job. I know that I have to go and that I mustn't keep copping out but my anxiety is literally through the roof, panicky feelings, on the loo every few mins.

I just really really need some advice and support to get me through this week.

I've been applying for jobs in a totally different field so I'm hoping to god I get something and it makes a difference to my life.

Yes definitely the right decision. I feel a million times lighter and can actually spend a little bit of time concentrating on my health and getting back to "normal".

Still job hunting in the run up to our holiday but don't expect I will have anything in place before we go.

Am just hoping in laws will help us out with money this month, they can afford to and we will be able to pay them back once I'm working again.