I had to start blaming benefits in January, universal credit area, yay.
I then found it impossible to get referred for an assessment for work capability - although I knew I would meet all threshold for disability benefits easily. Yay.
That’s not a good thing, when your GP assures you you will stroll through the assessment criteria with ease (On the other hand it’s been awhile since I strolled with ease anywhere so I’ll take what I can get!
But, I kept being given one reason and other excuse and another fob off over and over, and never made it through to getting an assessment.
Did get a Lovely Job Coach who let slip after 5 months of ‘helping’ me get an assessment that she was deliberately stopping me. Errr. Because.... cos I never did find out why, it changed each time.
Because I suspect there’s a policy somewhere. I wonder whether it’s at job centre level, UC centre level or top down... but I’m pretty sure I encountered a nasty little silent policy.
Mind you this job coach also started to tell me that there were no disability benefits. so I shouldn’t waste everyone’s time by applying. And when I corrected her she got increasingly aggressive until she entered harassment territory. Shouting aggressively at a seriously ill person that they had to repeat after them that ‘there are no benefits for people like you!’ Or else I’ll get sanctioned.... yup, I think that counts as harassment right? But stupidly I refused, and next I knew she referred me to the benefits officers home visiting team to ‘check my papers’ as she had reason to believe they’d changed... ffs.
And so it went on.
I was too ill to help myself and started to have panic attacks. The assessment forms finally came but this woman intimidated me into not filling them in. So I didn’t.
Thank god my GP got involved. She filled them in on my behalf and I don’t know what the hell she wrote but within a week I got approved for the benefit! I didn’t actually realise she’d started to fight for me so I thought they’d made a mistake when I got the email alerting me to the commitment change! But it’s true and thank gif she did, because I’d given up.
The best thing is I don’t have to be in that work group again, so no more prejudice and harassment yay!!!! Honestly, at the moment, that’s the best bit.
So well done government, for manufacturing a situation where the best bit about getting a benefit is not the money, it’s that I don’t have to be harrassed by the state every week for being ill.
If I was well I’d do something about it. But I’m not and that’s the great thing about picking on the poor and needy... I’m too ill to fight back, so you win because you grind me down.
By the way, because of the whole, no money, but forced conversations with cruel person each week, I’ve been too ill and poor to go to any hospital appointments since April, including really important ones. So I guess it’s a good strategy longer term for the government, as if you do this to enough people, the benefits system and the nhs kind of balances itself out.
Sick fuckers. Oh no, I’m the sick fucker, they get to walk away scot free...