Not an AIBU I know but I just need to tell some one.
I'm a heavily pregnant, hormonal mess right now So if this doesn't even make sense I'm sorry, I just need some where to vent and I have no one irl that I can really confide it.
As the title suggests my long term relationship has come to an end today, no specific reason just a long accumulation of things that we don't seem to be able to fix and move on from any more. I have no money, no friends, no support, little family, no where to go. I'm just about to start maternity leave so money is tight. No savings, no where I can stay till I have saved up. It's my first baby, unplanned if that's relevant but I always thought I would stay childless, and to say I am panicking would be a monumental understatement.
I hate being alone, I can't be alone. My anxiety is through the roof at the best of times. I can't cope on my own.
I'm not sure what I expect anyone to say, there's nothing anyone can do I guess. Just hold my hand, some one.. please 