Ok bit of a back story, me and my OH separated 3 weeks ago after 10 years together and 2 kids together. We were arguing a lot and we both felt that it was the best thing to do for the children. When he moved out he said he is treating this as a break, maybe that we both needed it.
He moved in with his brother and saw the kids a couple of times a week. We were being civil and just getting on with things. I felt a bit overwhelmed with everything as I was a single mum working full time and trying to adjust to my new life. 1 week ago I logged on to the computer and saw that his Facebook was logged in, I really wished I didn't but I read his messages and saw that he had been talking to an ex girlfriend, not too bad just flirting, I wasn't happy but tried to get on with it, again a week later I read them again and see that it's moved on quite quickly, and I'm reading stuff like I can't wait to see u again, I miss u and can't wait to give u a big kiss etc, I felt like I had been punched in the stomach, I have been really upset reading these and tonight I have told him I have seen them and that I was hurt that he could move on so fast, like I meant nothing to him, he got mad and angry that I had read them and in the heat of the moment told me they had already slept together, he has left now and the kids are in bed, and I'm crying my eyes out, I can't stop picturing it and I feel so alone and upset. I know I had no right to read them and I wish I hadn't :(
Hand hold please, I feel so upset :(