Am I being rediculous here.... I work 15 hours a week. Pays reasonable. They've just offered me full time, I thought great I'll be on decent money I'll be able to save a minimum of 200 a month toward my mortgage so I can stop paying rediculous rent and have a comfortable bill/grocery payments without having to worry and still be pretty comfortable...... I've just had a major crying session.... I don't want to. I want to be with my little boy.
The impression I got is if I don't take the full time role they'll fill that with someone else but the main boss thinks my part time role is irrelevant. (My contract probably won't get renewed in december) so I'll be jobless so naturally I felt like I should take it. I am also fully aware loads of mother's have to go to work full time probably even longer hours but is it normal to feel so sad and upset about it.
I've been happy about it all week think of all these perks I'm going to be able to give my baby and now I've signed the paperwork today I'm devastated