I feel so stupid even writing this but I’ve been so upset and frustrated this week.
So I’ve worked for a big employer for over 14 years and only ever had 1 promotion with having kids etc my priorities changed.
Now there is a big promotion campaign going on and I feel like I should apply for the jobs - people commenting oh you don’t want to be left behind etc making you feel like shit basically
I’ve never been particularly ambitious in work but I also feel at a crossroads with my life I don’t like the team I work on it’s so clicky and it’s plain to see who is going to get theses jobs managers choosing who to help etc it would mean going full
Time when I enjoy being part time - but I suppose the main thing is how
Stupid I feel at being the same grade for all these years and never progressing ☹️
It’s hard I have 2 children and my partner do everything ourselves we don’t get help the kids etc think this plays a part that you see ppl with all the help in the world
I just feel like I am fighting a loosing battle 🤷♀️ Any advice