I got sick of a very good good friend about six months ago for making absolutely no effort with me and letting me down again and again and again. She has form for it over the thirty years we’ve been friends but things have been strained I would imagine at both ends as she’s struggling to conceive and isn’t working and I have small children and work. I got thoroughly sick of making an effort when she constantly was saying how busy she was and decided to not call her and she hasn’t called me. i went through a stage of thinking I was doing the right thing and then the wrong thing and I miss her but I’m just cross about what a shit friend she’s been when I’ve bent over backwards. I just need to let it go don’t i. I think I was thinking if I didn’t call she’d miss me but she obviously doesn’t and I feel so hurt. I keep thinking maybe she never liked me anyway but then I think it can’t have been one sided for all the years.