Have you been referred to a Conplex Pain Team at a hospital? GPS are generalists and quite frankly, do NOT have the expertise to deal with your situation. If you’re daily functioning has deteriorated this much and your pain has increased this much under the ‘care’ of your GP, then it’s a clear sign that your GOs care is not sufficient!!!
Sorry, I’m angry. You have been failed. Like so many others with chronic and difficult to diagnose / manage conditions. Like me. And so many others on here and on other forums.
But there is more medical and health treatment out there, if you can fight hard enough. Which is utterly rubbish because you shouldn’t need to fight when you’re so bloody poorly and you can’t do much more than breathe some days.
But it’s worth fighting if you possibly can. Maybe not now. Maybe one fight at a time.
But I’m in so much of a better position than I was 4 years ago. I was told there was nothing more for me. I’d reached the end of the road. And I should just go away and learn to cope... but it wasn’t true.
And I know you’re not asking about any of this. But I feel really strongly that you are being left unhelped by a failing system which finds it easier to ignore the suffering of patients like us. But it’s not acceptable to neglect your health and well-being like this, whilst choosing to care and treat other people with different health conditions. It’s just not! And you sound at rock bottom. I’m so so sorry
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I’ll tell you my story but in another post so it doesn’t get in the way, of this main message. Which is: there is better help out there, if you can fight a little, I think it might be worth it. People can’t understand how truly awful life can be when you have every joy and capability stripped away until you’re nothing but a ball of pain. And you can’t live like this. You shouldn’t be asked to live like this. Yes, there will probably always be pain, but it’s about getting it under control and using a multipronged strategy to regain your identity, and get back some joy and some pleasure in your life.
It’s a different kind of fighting than the type people normally imagine (aka the language of fighting cancer thang, which most cancer sufferers hate anyway!). Sadly it’s fighting the system and becoming the expert at what resources are out there to get to a combination of treatments, medicines, techniques and life changes that work for you - not for anyone else, not in theory, but practically, for you.
Because life is more than pain and misery.
You deserve more than this
