Helped arrange a friend’s surprise bday meal. She’s a lady I used to work with not close friend.
I’m having a difficult time atm had an awful job interview yesterday, been really down for a couple of weeks and struggling to get through the days.
I really don’t fancy polite chit chat all evening as many of her friends I wouldn’t really know.
Yesterday I was in tears all evening I just feel quite blue and want to lock myself away- would it be bad if I backed out last minute?
I know a mutual friend will be depending on me to go and feel obligated to.