Hi all.
I've had a good long mn word with myself, some deep breathing and....
Seriously I actually saw a doctor today, said I'm fed up with feeling like shit.
I've got a sebaceous cyst on my rear end which is infected and giving me flu like symptoms. I have torn a tendon or have frozen shoulder in my right arm. Added to that the discovery of another text from an ex-friend of mine, TO MY HUSBAND, when I'd already been through the trauma of him sending her suggestive texts really just about topped off the cake!
My GP (Not the one I saw today) had previously mentioned me having antidepressants. So I asked today and she has given me a months supply with strict instruction to go back in 3 or 4 weeks for a review and that whilst they're not magic (I had to have a tearful little snort at that!) I should feel the difference by then, if not all the time, at least some days I should be feeling a bit better.
Thank you to all of you who've helped me today/ talked me off the ledge.
I DO have friends in RL, honest injuns, but one had her cat operated on after being run over and he has had to have a leg amputated, one has her nan dying of cancer and the other has 3 autistic kiddies. So I could not happily lumber any of those with more worries about me. Although I have texted them all.
Thank you again.
I'm gonna try to link my op but don't anyone hold their breath!!