Because I only get paid 16p more than the minimum wage so 16p more then my colleagues with less responsibility, technically on zero hour contract so no sick pay. I do loads of extra work unpaid in own time as well as fund needed resources. I feel stressed and anxious, and mentally drained from working every day with children then coming home to my own especially my new teenager.
My dad and step parent have both been diagnosed with cancer, my mums not well and I feel at the end of my tether especially as due an ofsted and having a line manager who seems to forget I have children and a life outside of work!! Since the summer holiday I’ve had major anxiety as I’ve gone from having no time to shave my legs to so much time I can’t cope as too much to do and yet o don’t know where to begin!!
I no experience or confidence in anything else and have literally been looking at jobs such as cleaning even bar work hourly wage is the same!!
My main concerns about quiting is finding a job with no child care, loss of money and status as I haven’t got the confidence to see myself as anything else as I’ve no other experience 😞