Seriously irritated by this. I meet the course requirements as outlined by the university and am reasonably sure my referees will say nice enough things about me.
The reason I want to apply is I'm really excited by the course and what it will allow me to study, and the potential interesting openings it might lead to after.
I don't want to say what it is, but I feel really down on myself because I've no confidence. Wanting to get another qualification is something I've always wanted, and partly because I thought it would help boost my confidence.
But I feel like a fake. I'm disabled and ironically while I think this gives me valueable insight into this area, I can't really talk about it because then it just sounds amateurish.
Pissed off, and annoyed at myself. I'm trying to write about stuff that that really, really matters to me, and I sound insipid and thick as mince.
How can I fix this?