To feel weird about ex having a baby

[Firsttimemum892]

We have been split up a very long time , I have moved on and had a baby before him but I’ve just found out his gf is heavily pregnant. If was I who left him but I do often think about him and how he is doing because he was a lovely guy I think I was just too young for the commitment at the time. Now I’m sat here feeling all weird that he’s going to have a baby I thought I was happy in my own relationship so why do I feel so weird / borderline upset about this discovery ?

Because your life hasn’t panned out how you thought it would when you were younger?

I think it’s perfectly normal to get a little jolt at news like this. Don’t read anything into it - it certainly doesn’t mean you’re unhappy.

our emotions do odd things to us at times. Go easy on yourself

Yeah I think you might be right about my life not turning out how I would like it to, he was my first love and life would be a hell of a lot different now financially if we were together (I know there’s more to life but it helps) maybe I am looking back on it with rose tinted specs there was a reason I left him in the first place I will try and not dwell thank you x