Things haven't been going well in my new job, I've had negative reviews so I think they're going to get rid of me as they have done with employees in the past. I feel useless and like I've let everyone down. I feel stupid and like I can't do simple things, I feel bad just turning up and inconveniening everyone :(
It's made me very anxious so I sent my CV off to a few job adverts, just to see if anyone would be interested in me so I'd know I had options. I was contacted by a recruiter for one, and he sent me information about the job. BUT the hiring manager at this job is the same person as the hiring manager at my current job!
I contacted recruiter and said please don't share my information because of this. He said he hasn't but I'm worried he already has!
I will almost certainly get sacked for this I think. They'll think I'm looking to leave and see me as pointless. I'm even more anxious now and want the ground to swallow me up. All I wanted to do was protect myself, I feel I can't be employed for anything, I'm just useless :(