I am prepared to be told I am overreacting here but can anyone advise me what to do - back story included for a balanced view
When I had my DD (now 6) I was very, very constipated, when I finally managed to go I tore and for a few years had a recurring anal fissure, anyway had medical treatment & is basically all cleared up seemingly fine. Have since also been diagnosed with colitis and IBS - all stress related which I am very aware of. All been ok recently, no issues, planning to go on our first foreign family holiday this Friday, went to the loo this morning and when I had a bowel motion & wiped the paper was soaked is bright red blood, blood also in the bowl, cleaned myself up & thought all was fine, am now at work - just me & an other man and nipped to the loo for a wee, wiped and noticed blood in my knickers & also all over the paper again, have cleaned myself up again , not in pain, don't feel ill apart from I have hayfever, am menopausal so not a period and blood is definitely coming from back passage.
What do I do? Getting to the gp today is next to impossible because of the appointment system - could it be piles & one has burst? Would I have known I had them to start with? When I went this morning it didn't feel like a tore again, in the past when it happens it is very painful to go, like passing glass to be honest.
Any advice given would be very much appreciated.