I have two DSs. DS1 turned 4 today and DS2 is nine months old.
Last weekend, DS2 had emergency surgery, his second major surgery since being born. This followed weeks of him being ill, then admitted to hospital and going through tests. His condition is rare so he was in a hospital 100 miles away. DH and I spent 3 nights away from home with him. It was an utterly shite time.
He's much better now but came home with a stinking cold that we all now have and is refusing to sleep unless held. DH and I are doing half the night each and have been for the past week. DS2 has always been a terrible sleeper, not his fault as he's poorly but we are both beyond exhausted.
Obviously none of this is DS1's fault and we made a big effort today. He had lots of fun opening his presents, staying home from preschool and going out for lunch complete with enormous ice cream. My Mum came round for a bit so I could have one on one time with him and that was also lovely.
Tomorrow is his birthday party and I just can't face it. All the small talk and preparation and tidying it up and party bags. I just want to curl up on the sofa and try to relax and process everything that has happened.
AIBU to not be looking forward to this party?